Dear Mattox,
I want to take a minute and document what happened today. Today was a special day. Today, you invited Jesus into your heart. This is what happened.
We woke up early, you didn't eat much breakfast, and off we went to swim. The day started out pretty typical. However, while riding in the car, you asked me a very interesting question. "Mom, is Jesus in my heart or is He in Heaven?" "Mattox," I said, "that is a very good question. God is everywhere, and Jesus can live in your heart, but you have to invite him there." You said, "I want Jesus to live in my heart." I answered, "Ok, well, when you pray to God, tell him that you know you don't do everything that is right, and you want Jesus to come into your life to help you do good, and that you want to spend forever with Him." You said, "Mom, I want YOU to say that prayer for me." I said, "Mattox, I can't say that prayer for you. You have to do that for yourself." I was expecting you to leave it at that....but you didn't. You said, "Ok, well, what's the first part again?" Mattox, today you told God that you know you aren't perfect. You told him that you want Jesus to live in your heart, forgive you, and spend forever with you. That is such a big deal!
After swim, I reminded you that you will never have to ask Jesus into your heart again. Once you do it once, you don't have to do it again. If you are good or bad, it doesn't ever change the fact that Jesus is in your heart. Even if you did it at such an early age. I feel this is important, because I can PROMISE you the Devil will try to convince you otherwise. He will tell you at various points in your life, that you didn't have enough information, or that you were too young to make such a decision, or that you only did it because we raised you to believe that. I wanted to give you the truth. So, here it is.
The truth is, none of us have all the information. Anyone who walks with the Lord will do so blindly AT TIMES in their life. God does not always tell us how things will work out before he directs us to walk in a particular direction. We rarely have the answers we need at the time we make our decision to obey Christ or not. Today, you knew in your little heart that you needed Christ and wanted Christ, and so you responded. I pray that today will not be the exception, but that when you feel a tug on your heart, that you always choose Christ.
Are you old enough to make this decision? I would say Yes! Do you know how children are saved?......Answer: THE SAME WAY ADULTS ARE SAVED.
John 3:16-For God so loved the world, that he gave his only Son, that WHOEVER believes in him, will not perish, but have everlasting life.
John 1:12-Yet to ALL who did receive him, to THOSE WHO BELIEVED IN HIS NAME, he gave the right to become children of God
Romans 10:9,10-If you declare with your mouth, "Jesus is Lord," and believe in your heart that God raised him from the dead, you will be saved. For with the heart, one believes unto righteousness; and with the mouth confession is made unto salvation.
2Peter 3:9-The Lord is not slow to keep his promise, as some would understand slowness. He is patient with you, not wanting ANYONE to perish, but EVERYONE to come to repentance.
Finally, Matthew 18:6 says "If anyone causes one of these little ones--those who believe in me--to stumble, it would be better for them to have a large millstone hung around their neck and to be drowned in the depths of the sea."
Mattox, we HAVE raised you to believe in Christ. No doubt about that. I want you to know the gift God offers, how to grow in Him, and how to live the life He wants for you. However, I do hope that there is a time in your life where you do question your faith. Where you do doubt and challenge God and his word. I know that may seem odd, but I believe too many Christians are scared to question things. Some of my greatest growth came from periods of doubt. I pray above all, that you seek TRUTH and you give God a fair shot at proving to you His love over and over again. He will. I pray you will ask Him hard questions that hold you back from jumping all in. Guess what, He can handle it. He can handle any scientific theory, study, or anything else that is causing you to question Him. Just remember this....Jesus NEVER engaged in a debate in order to win souls. He merely revealed who he was, and let people decide if they wanted to follow Him. That has not changed. He still shows up, and asks us to respond.
I love you Mattox.
-Mom
Tuesday, December 17, 2013
Sunday, October 27, 2013
No Place Like Home
Disappointment is inevitable. Several months ago I jumped on an emotional roller coaster called, "selling one's home." I haven't fully gotten off that roller coaster, but thought I would write a little blog about what I believe God has shown me through this process. This summer, my husband and I decided to put our house on the market. We wanted a home with an office and an extra bedroom. We were excited to find out, that while vacationing at the beach, after our home's first showing, we got an offer. We thought it was too good to be true. We were so excited. We had heard horror stories about people having to keep their home show ready for months before selling, and because I am not that dedicated to a perfect home, I knew that was going to be a tough task for me. I couldn't have been happier. I could not wait to go out with a realtor to look for our new home. I had my list of non-negotiables, and after a few days looking, I walked into an all brick home, on a culda sac, with a large bonus room in the back of the home. I was sold. We made an offer, they accepted. It was at the top of our price range, but the location was PERFECT, and I really wanted an all brick home on a culda sac. In the weeks following, we found out that our buyers wanted to terminate the offer. I was totally devastated. I had spent those weeks online looking at furniture, and getting all my decorating ideas in line. I had gotten ahead of myself, so when I got the news, I was totally bummed. I knew it was just a house, and I was trying to downplay how sad I actually was. After all, I knew I was lucky to even have the opportunity to be out looking for a new home. I tried to be thankful for the experience, and look at the bright side, but I knew that the house we found was a good one...for the money, location, and for our family.
During that time, I ran across a song that I meditated on daily. It is by one of my favorite gospel singers, Fred Hammond. It's called," I'm in the midst of it all." My favorite lyrics in this song say this:
During that time, I ran across a song that I meditated on daily. It is by one of my favorite gospel singers, Fred Hammond. It's called," I'm in the midst of it all." My favorite lyrics in this song say this:
"I'm in the midst of it all...When your heart is breaking....please don't worry, I'm in the midst of it all."
"Trust in my word, don't let your heart be troubled, I need you to know that I am here."
"To know that your presence is all that I need, is more than enough to set my mind at ease, and when our hearts are overwhelmed, we'll look to the cross, and there we are reminded that you are here."
This song reminded me that God can handle my disappointment. He knows how I feel, and he cares. He knew that wasn't the right home for us. We later found a home that we love more than that one, and it is at the lower end of our budget, which is great, because we underestimated how much it costs to move. We have the freedom to make this home OURS.....but know deep down that it is actually HIS.
I hope that when my kids run across disappointment in their lives, they give it to God. They meditate on His word that says, "cast your cares on the Lord, for he cares for you" (1 Peter 5:7), and Romans 8:28 that says, "and we know that in all things God works for the good of those who love him, who have been called according to his purpose." I hope that when their heart feels overwhelmed, they will look to the cross, where God's love and power were perfectly combined to reassure us that he isn't blind to our desires or needs, but that he is indeed, in the midst of it all.
Monday, October 7, 2013
Hilton Head 2013
I am very behind on my blogging, but when I started this blog, I vowed not to get caught up on a timeline, and I am sticking to it. However, I did want to document our annual beach trip with my family. For some reason the pictures are a bit blurry, but you will get the picture. This trip is so much fun and means so much to me because my grandparents get to spend the week with my kids. We also celebrate my grandfather and grandmother's birthdays while we are there. It's a week we love, but are always bummed out that Chris has to stay home and work, as it is his most demanding time of the year.
During the week there are many funny things going on as you could imagine with a 4, 3, and 2 year old running around. This year we actually had a newborn as well. One night, while at Harbour Town, we were walking around the boats, when Mattox took off for the lower sidewalk that docked the boats. I said, "Mattox, no no...you can't go down on that sidewalk unless you have a boat." It wasn't but 2 minutes later and I heard Mattox tell a man and woman walking their dog, "No! You can't be down there unless you have a boat...guys!" The gentleman looked up at Mattox and said, "we do have a boat buddy. That one is ours right there." (as he pointed to the largest boat in the harbour) This man and his wife had sold their home and were traveling and living on their new boat. The boat looked larger than my home, and I just laughed and laughed that of all people, Mattox said that to them. What a funny kid. Here are some pics of the trip. Sorry they are a bit blurry.
I can't believe this week has already come and gone. It is so much fun and seems to get easier with the boys each year. It's our last chance to enjoy the summer before SCHOOL STARTS!
During the week there are many funny things going on as you could imagine with a 4, 3, and 2 year old running around. This year we actually had a newborn as well. One night, while at Harbour Town, we were walking around the boats, when Mattox took off for the lower sidewalk that docked the boats. I said, "Mattox, no no...you can't go down on that sidewalk unless you have a boat." It wasn't but 2 minutes later and I heard Mattox tell a man and woman walking their dog, "No! You can't be down there unless you have a boat...guys!" The gentleman looked up at Mattox and said, "we do have a boat buddy. That one is ours right there." (as he pointed to the largest boat in the harbour) This man and his wife had sold their home and were traveling and living on their new boat. The boat looked larger than my home, and I just laughed and laughed that of all people, Mattox said that to them. What a funny kid. Here are some pics of the trip. Sorry they are a bit blurry.
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| Mattox worked really hard to bring water from the ocean to our sandcastles. |
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| Sam really enjoyed PawPaw's new big boy shovel. |
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| Sam was strolling the beach with his cool hat and sunglasses. |
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| Aunt Michele and Nolan hanging in the shade. |
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| I'm pretty sure my boys adore this man. |
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| We swam every day, and really wore out the pool. |
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| Grabby and her boys at Harbour Town. |
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| We loved to watch the boats. |
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| Paw Paw and my boys. |
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| Maw Maw and her boys. |
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| I love this lady! |
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| First day of preschool 2013 |
Wednesday, June 26, 2013
Happy 4th Birthday Mattox
Mattox,
We have had such an awesome 4 years. I never thought that God would give me such a unique, sweet, funny, train loving son. Oh how you love trains! I have had so much fun learning about trains with you. I never really paid attention to them until you became fixated on them, and now I am a bit obsessed with them too. Trains ARE really cool and I love that there is something that brings you so much joy.
Over the past 4 years I have watched you grow so much. You continue to amaze me with how easy it is for you to LOVE. You continually hug, kiss, encourage, cheer, and embrace those around you. I love that about you. Often, you remind me how uplifting a kind word can be to someone by telling me that I am doing a good job at something mundane. It's odd, but it really does make me feel good. I know that will go away after you get a bit older, but for now, I will cherish all the kind words you offer me during the day.
You did great at preschool this year. You loved your teachers and your best friends were Alex and Zoey, both very pretty girls. You also liked Sammy because he always played trains with you. You currently take gymnastics. You are getting better and better every month. About a week ago, you learned how to swim. You finally got the idea of coming up to take a breath, and going back under. Now you can swim the width of the pool. I am impressed!
I feel like 4 is the perfect age. I joke with you all the time about staying little forever. You love to joke back and say, "NO! It's just NOT going to happen. I will NOT stay little forever...NO WAY!" Mattox, you will never know the love I have for you. I can't put into words how amazing it is to be a mom to such an awesome kid. I pray that you will come to know God at an early age, and be bold in His ways. I pray that you will learn to submit yourself to Him and resist the devil. I pray that you will learn to live daily in His grace. I pray that dad and I can be good role models for you. That we will be clear in teaching your right and wrong, and that we will model how to love the Lord with all our hearts, souls, and minds.
Happy Birthday sweet sweet boy. I am SO VERY PROUD of you, and feel so blessed the Lord gave us to each other.
We have had such an awesome 4 years. I never thought that God would give me such a unique, sweet, funny, train loving son. Oh how you love trains! I have had so much fun learning about trains with you. I never really paid attention to them until you became fixated on them, and now I am a bit obsessed with them too. Trains ARE really cool and I love that there is something that brings you so much joy.
Over the past 4 years I have watched you grow so much. You continue to amaze me with how easy it is for you to LOVE. You continually hug, kiss, encourage, cheer, and embrace those around you. I love that about you. Often, you remind me how uplifting a kind word can be to someone by telling me that I am doing a good job at something mundane. It's odd, but it really does make me feel good. I know that will go away after you get a bit older, but for now, I will cherish all the kind words you offer me during the day.
You did great at preschool this year. You loved your teachers and your best friends were Alex and Zoey, both very pretty girls. You also liked Sammy because he always played trains with you. You currently take gymnastics. You are getting better and better every month. About a week ago, you learned how to swim. You finally got the idea of coming up to take a breath, and going back under. Now you can swim the width of the pool. I am impressed!
I feel like 4 is the perfect age. I joke with you all the time about staying little forever. You love to joke back and say, "NO! It's just NOT going to happen. I will NOT stay little forever...NO WAY!" Mattox, you will never know the love I have for you. I can't put into words how amazing it is to be a mom to such an awesome kid. I pray that you will come to know God at an early age, and be bold in His ways. I pray that you will learn to submit yourself to Him and resist the devil. I pray that you will learn to live daily in His grace. I pray that dad and I can be good role models for you. That we will be clear in teaching your right and wrong, and that we will model how to love the Lord with all our hearts, souls, and minds.
Happy Birthday sweet sweet boy. I am SO VERY PROUD of you, and feel so blessed the Lord gave us to each other.
| Handsome little guy. |
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| Rocking the baseball hat. |
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| I love this picture. This green train goes everywhere with Mattox. |
Sunday, June 16, 2013
Father's Day 2013
I will never forget a conversation I had with a girl after one of my psychology classes in college. During class we covered the important roles parent's play and discussed several controversial subjects. As usual, I spoke bluntly about my beliefs on those subjects, most of which were not popular at all. After class, a one of my class mates thanked me for putting myself out there. We started talking and she shared with me that she always wanted to be an attorney, but she never had the confidence to take law classes. She shared with me that her dad told her, the only way she would win a case, was if someone got sick of hearing her talk so much, and just gave up. I could tell that comment her dad made had crushed her. I felt so bad for her...
Another time, I was in Indiana training for my new job with Eli Lilly. On the way home, all of my collegues rode on the bus to the airport. I was listening to a weeks worth of messages, when I got ANOTHER call from my dad. (He calls me all the time) Again, he just wanted to tell me how proud he was of me, and that he just wanted to let me know how much he loves me. For some reason, I had it playing quietly on speaker phone and my friend, Chris, heard it. Chris came from an EXTREMELY wealthy family, who sent him to private boarding school his whole life, and only really saw him when they went on extravagant vacations together as a family. He didn't really need to work, but he was trying to keep himself busy and become his own man. He asked me to play the message again. I just laughed it off and said, "my dad calls me all the time like this...he is crazy." Chris said, "OMG, I am not sure what I would do if I ever heard my dad say he was proud of me and loved me. I seriously wouldn't know how to act."
I don't take my dad for granted. He isn't perfect, that's for sure. I get annoyed at how impatient he is and his lack of healthy lifestyle, but at the end of the day, I am 100% confident in his love for me. I feel like my dad has been such a good role model for me. He is strong, but isn't too proud to show when he is struggling. He has always been very transparent and upfront with our family when times were good and not as good. He was honest and never said he was going to do one thing, and then did something else. He is dependable. He is someone I could always count on as a kid...and even now. He is encouraging
. When I doubted myself as an athlete, he gave me what I needed to keep going. He and my mom were fair. They gave me a LOT as a kid, but also expected me to appreciate it, and I did.
I believe a my dad made it easy for me to follow my desire to give my life to my heavenly Father. If I can depend on a not perfect Earthly father, how much more can I depend on my perfect Father above? I made that connection at an early age and I hope my dad gets some credit for that in heaven. I am truly lucky to have a dad that taught me how to pray and took us to church every Sunday (of course my mom gets credit for this too). I am lucky to have a dad that always taught me I could become whatever I want, even a professional football player. I actually asked him if I could become that when I was little...and he said I could, but I would probably have to be a kicker. LOL I am lucky to have a dad who never tore down my dreams, no matter how crazy they sounded at the time. My dad has always been my biggest cheerleader, and going through this life, it's not bad to have someone like him in your corner. I am so lucky. I love you dad. Thanks for being my rock and for being such an awesome pawpaw to my boys! Happy Father's Day!
Another time, I was in Indiana training for my new job with Eli Lilly. On the way home, all of my collegues rode on the bus to the airport. I was listening to a weeks worth of messages, when I got ANOTHER call from my dad. (He calls me all the time) Again, he just wanted to tell me how proud he was of me, and that he just wanted to let me know how much he loves me. For some reason, I had it playing quietly on speaker phone and my friend, Chris, heard it. Chris came from an EXTREMELY wealthy family, who sent him to private boarding school his whole life, and only really saw him when they went on extravagant vacations together as a family. He didn't really need to work, but he was trying to keep himself busy and become his own man. He asked me to play the message again. I just laughed it off and said, "my dad calls me all the time like this...he is crazy." Chris said, "OMG, I am not sure what I would do if I ever heard my dad say he was proud of me and loved me. I seriously wouldn't know how to act."
I don't take my dad for granted. He isn't perfect, that's for sure. I get annoyed at how impatient he is and his lack of healthy lifestyle, but at the end of the day, I am 100% confident in his love for me. I feel like my dad has been such a good role model for me. He is strong, but isn't too proud to show when he is struggling. He has always been very transparent and upfront with our family when times were good and not as good. He was honest and never said he was going to do one thing, and then did something else. He is dependable. He is someone I could always count on as a kid...and even now. He is encouraging
. When I doubted myself as an athlete, he gave me what I needed to keep going. He and my mom were fair. They gave me a LOT as a kid, but also expected me to appreciate it, and I did.
I believe a my dad made it easy for me to follow my desire to give my life to my heavenly Father. If I can depend on a not perfect Earthly father, how much more can I depend on my perfect Father above? I made that connection at an early age and I hope my dad gets some credit for that in heaven. I am truly lucky to have a dad that taught me how to pray and took us to church every Sunday (of course my mom gets credit for this too). I am lucky to have a dad that always taught me I could become whatever I want, even a professional football player. I actually asked him if I could become that when I was little...and he said I could, but I would probably have to be a kicker. LOL I am lucky to have a dad who never tore down my dreams, no matter how crazy they sounded at the time. My dad has always been my biggest cheerleader, and going through this life, it's not bad to have someone like him in your corner. I am so lucky. I love you dad. Thanks for being my rock and for being such an awesome pawpaw to my boys! Happy Father's Day!
Thursday, June 6, 2013
...and then he turned 2.
I can't believe we just celebrated your 2nd birthday. This year we have had so much fun together. I can't believe how much joy you have brought into my life. You are one very special little boy. I feel like this year I have really gotten to know your personality. We finally got tubes in your ears, so you have been much healthier this year and overall, much happier. You are so different than Mattox. I never would have thought that I would have two boys with such different personalities. I am blessed because you both bring so much to the table. In some ways, you are more easy going than Mattox. I can take you anywhere and you seem to be happy. However, you know exactly what you want, and if you don't get it....watch out. You are constantly on the move. You will sit and watch a tv show and read a book with me, but you are always going from one activity to the next. You are into everything! You are very good at watching what is going on and then trying to do it for yourself. You are a determined little boy. I love that about you. I also love how you make me laugh. You make me laugh SO hard. You are always being silly and you constantly remind me to lighten up and have a good time. Your smile is so amazing. It lights up a room. You also make this smile when you get a little shy that is SO ADORABLE. Everyone loves it. Sometimes when we are in the car I say, "Sam, look at me." You will look in my rear view mirror and I say, "I love you." You immediately do your shy smile and look up and out the window. I love when you do that. I wouldn't say you are shy, but you are very selective when it comes to whom you will pay attention. For example, when we are at the grocery store, women always come try to talk to you, but you usually give them a nasty look. However, there is a preschool teacher that we pass every morning on the way to Mattox's class. We don't know her, but you stop every day to say hi. You picked her out of a crowded hallway and have said hi to her every day since. Also, while at Dollywood, you grabbed an old man's hand and pulled him around for a while. Again, we had no clue who he was, but you really liked him for some reason.
You are just starting to talk. You have been right on target, and even ahead for most of your development, with the exception of talking. I was starting to get worried you weren't going to talk, because all you did was point and grunt. Over the past few weeks you have really come along. You are putting several words together. It is so cute to hear you talk because your voice is so high and you are so big. Your laugh is also really high and is one of the funniest laughs I have ever heard.
Sam, you are smart, funny, handsome, and very very cool. I can't express into words the love I have for you. You own my heart. I am so thankful for the past 2 years. Thanks for all the laughter you have given me, and all the lessons you have taught me. I love you more than you will EVER KNOW. Happy Birthday!
Love, Mom
| Sam dressed for Halloween |
| Mr. Blue Eyes |
| Snack Time |
| All business. |
| Growing up quickly. |
Thursday, May 16, 2013
Geology...and other things...
I would say, that ever since I was little, my communication with God has been interesting. Even before I made the decision to become a Christian, I remember a feeling or voice reinforcing certain truths. For example, I remember going into my uncle's office on several different occasions and seeing him spending time reading and studying the Bible. Even though I didn't see many people read the Bible daily, I felt God's affirmation when I came across someone doing it. Similarly, I remember the feeling deep in my gut when my neighbors adopted a baby from Peru. I am not sure how old I was, but I remember God giving me the desire to adopt, and affirming that adoption is good. My communication with God, sometimes comes from reading the Bible, prayer, talking to people, etc. But while I was in Tennessee, God used some of the nature around me to remind me of a few things that I could pass on the the boys.
Saturday night, after nap time, dinner, and ice cream, Chris and I took the boys to mine for rocks. I thought they would LOVE this. I mean, who wouldn't love pouring sand/rocks into a bin and sticking it in water to reveal your new found treasure? Well....they weren't too impressed. Chris ended up doing the majority of the work. After mining for the rocks, you could take them inside and have someone classify what you found. I wanted to do this, so we all went inside the store. Inside the store there were all the rocks you could imagine. Anything you could think of, was for sale. They had cut and polished loads of rocks to resemble frogs and turtles etc. You could also pick our your favorite rocks and buy them individually. Although the boys didn't like getting their hands dirty finding their own rocks, they enjoyed the rock store very much. I had a BLAST walking around the store and getting Mattox's impression on all the different rocks. Some of them were green, his favorite color. Some were white and "looked like ice." As we were observing the different rocks, I said to Mattox, "isn't it cool that there are so many different shapes and colors? These rocks are like people. We all come in different shapes and sizes. Just because a rock is big, doesn't mean it is better. Just because a rock has swirls, doesn't mean that it is prettier. I mean, how boring would this store be if ever rock were the same shape and color?" Not only is that an important lesson to teach the boys, but I needed a reminder myself.
Sometimes I think I make the mistake of spending too much time focused on the negative parts of my personality and appearance, and not enough time being confident in the fact that growing in Christ is a process...and that appearance shouldn't be a huge concern as long as I am focused on being healthy. I sometimes get down because I seem to struggle with different things than my friends...I seem to be different in areas where I wish I were the same. I'm sure we all have struggled with that at some point in our lives. I am happy that God used rocks...to remind me of Psalm 139:14 "I praise you because I am fearfully and wonderfully made." and 1 Samuel 16:7 ''Do not consider his appearance or his height, for I have rejected him. The Lord does not look at the things people look at. People look at the outward appearance, but the Lord looks at the heart." Such a great reminder, in such an unexpected time and place.
Saturday night, after nap time, dinner, and ice cream, Chris and I took the boys to mine for rocks. I thought they would LOVE this. I mean, who wouldn't love pouring sand/rocks into a bin and sticking it in water to reveal your new found treasure? Well....they weren't too impressed. Chris ended up doing the majority of the work. After mining for the rocks, you could take them inside and have someone classify what you found. I wanted to do this, so we all went inside the store. Inside the store there were all the rocks you could imagine. Anything you could think of, was for sale. They had cut and polished loads of rocks to resemble frogs and turtles etc. You could also pick our your favorite rocks and buy them individually. Although the boys didn't like getting their hands dirty finding their own rocks, they enjoyed the rock store very much. I had a BLAST walking around the store and getting Mattox's impression on all the different rocks. Some of them were green, his favorite color. Some were white and "looked like ice." As we were observing the different rocks, I said to Mattox, "isn't it cool that there are so many different shapes and colors? These rocks are like people. We all come in different shapes and sizes. Just because a rock is big, doesn't mean it is better. Just because a rock has swirls, doesn't mean that it is prettier. I mean, how boring would this store be if ever rock were the same shape and color?" Not only is that an important lesson to teach the boys, but I needed a reminder myself.
Sometimes I think I make the mistake of spending too much time focused on the negative parts of my personality and appearance, and not enough time being confident in the fact that growing in Christ is a process...and that appearance shouldn't be a huge concern as long as I am focused on being healthy. I sometimes get down because I seem to struggle with different things than my friends...I seem to be different in areas where I wish I were the same. I'm sure we all have struggled with that at some point in our lives. I am happy that God used rocks...to remind me of Psalm 139:14 "I praise you because I am fearfully and wonderfully made." and 1 Samuel 16:7 ''Do not consider his appearance or his height, for I have rejected him. The Lord does not look at the things people look at. People look at the outward appearance, but the Lord looks at the heart." Such a great reminder, in such an unexpected time and place.
Tuesday, May 7, 2013
Dollywood
This past weekend we had the chance to go to Tennessee on a family vacation. It rained the majority of our trip, but we didn't let that stop us from having fun. On Friday we went to Dollywood. Luckily, if you arrive after 3pm, you get admission into the park for free the next day. So, we took advantage of that Friday afternoon and Saturday. Once we left the park, the rain came and didn't stop until we left Tennessee. Here are a few pictures of our trip.
Saturday night, after dinner, we went to sift for rocks. I thought the boys would love this, but Chris ended up doing most of the work. Afterwards we all got our favorite frozen yogurt. Mattox got vanilla with sprinkles, Chris got vanilla with oreo and fudge, and I got chocolate with butterfinger and reeses cup. Sam got a little of everyone's. :)
| One of the rides that our boys enjoyed, was a car ride where they got to drive. Mattox took this VERY seriously. It was funny to see how much he was concentrating while driving. |
| Chris and Mattox on the car ride. |
| THE DOLLYWOOD EXPRESS |
| Of course the Dollywood Express was a big hit for both of our boys. By the time we rode it, Sam was getting very sleepy. |
| Chris and Mattox on the train. |
| Chris seems so excited to sift for rocks. |
| My goofy son enjoying his Sweet Frog's yogurt. |
Sunday we drove to Knoxville and I got to go to my old church, out to eat with friends, and to McKay's used book store. McKay's is one of my favorite places on Earth. I get to add to my kid's library for a fraction of the cost. Most of the books I get there are under $2. I love that place! After McKay's we went back to the "special house," as Mattox called it and played inside for a while. Monday we went to Ripley's aquarium and then came home.
| Mattox got a HUGE train book at McKay's. He can hardly lift it. |
| Handsome fella. |
| Checking out the sting rays. |
| I love this picture. |
| I am so glad I took this picture. It makes me laugh soooo hard. Sam couldn't figure out how to get out, panicked, and starting screaming. Hilarious. Chris had to crawl under and drag him out. |
Despite the rain, this trip was so fun. We created memories that have been filed away in my mind and heart. I am so in love with my sweet little family. I Love love love them!
Friday, April 26, 2013
Spencer Train Museum
About a month ago, the boys and I took off to the Spencer Transportation Museum. We went once last year and had a blast, so I was very excited to go again. We were most excited to take another train ride. We went on a Monday, so I knew it wouldn't be crowded. Here are a few pictures to capture the fun we had. I NEVER thought that I would come to love trains and transportation as much as have. I never took the time to really see how fascinating transportation can be. I can actually say I love learning about trains, construction equipment, planes, etc. Isn't it funny how we grow to love what are kids love?
| The steam train wasn't running, so this is the diesel train we rode. |
| Mattox anticipating the departure. |
| Sam taking it all in. |
| Sometimes I get cool pictures of Sam's pretty eyes. This is one of them. |
| Sam was like, "what's up with the steam train not running today?" |
| Lunch on the tracks. |
| Checking out the red caboose. |
| We had a great day! Can't wait to go back this summer. |
Thursday, April 4, 2013
Araminta Harriet Ross
I have to admit, I am probably the world's worst historian. It's not that I don't enjoy learning about history. In fact, one of my favorite classes in college was US History. I even seek out literature and documentaries about former presidents and events. I enjoy learning about how people lived, survived hardships, cultivated new solutions to problems, and have evolved over the centuries. The problem is that none of the information sticks in my head. I am a very visual learner, so if I don't watch a TV show about it, or read an author that is able to paint a clear picture, you can count on the fact that I won't be able to recall the information later. I have tried and tried to remember certain parts of history, especially US history, but my brain just can't wrap itself around everything. I can't remember what was going on, who was involved, why something occurred, the date in which it occurred, and who was president etc. unless the information is personal. There are a few people I have learned about in history that have inspired me. I make a real connection with these people, because they have given their lives to make significant changes in this world. I am someone who has very strong convictions and a huge heart for those who are in tough circumstances. Large social issues bother me more than most people, and I always wonder why I spend so much mental and emotional energy on people I have never met, and will never meet. Do I constantly think about the victims of child abuse, sex trafficking, and orphans because I am suppose to pray for them? I do pray for them, but can't help wondering if I should do more. What is my role in resolving these issues that seem larger than life? Sometimes I think God has given me a vision to do something big and great to alleviate issues such as these. Other times, I am faced with the reality of my limitations...which are many. Some days I seem so motivated to positively influence this world, and other days, its brokenness and cruelty paralyze me. I dream about offering truth, justice, and restoration to people who need it. I am not sure what that looks like in the long run. Perhaps I will one day work for an organization that helps women looking to get out of prostitution. Maybe I will come up with curriculum that will empower children who are being violated, to speak up for themselves. Maybe Chris and I will have the opportunity to adopt and meet other orphans who we can influence long term. Who knows what God will do with my life if I fully give it to Him. There is one lady in history that reminds me of God's devotion to those whom are willing to dream, pursue, and lean on God. She reminds me that with God, all things are possible...in HIS timing. Her accomplishments are uplifting to those who need a reminder, that God equips those whom He calls. She is one of the people that keeps me dreaming. Her actual name, you may not recognize: Araminta Harriet Ross.
Harriet Tubman was born a slave, escaped, served as a nurse, spy, and scout in the Civil War. She was the first woman to lead an armed assault in the Civil War and the first woman to receive a Nobel Peace Prize. She is best known for her work as a conductor on the Underground Railroad, where she helped free over 300 slaves. She wasn't extremely educated. She wasn't even healthy. She suffered from seizures, headaches, and narcoleptic episodes. Nonetheless, she returned not once, but 19 times to free her family and others.
My dad once said to me, "Lauren, the thing that scares me the most about you is; If there is an easy way to do something, and a hard way, you always choose the hard way." In a way, that is one of the best compliments I have ever gotten. I mean, Harriet Tubman always chose the hard way. Perhaps its a sign of greatness. WINK Ok, or in my case, just a lack of being efficient. :( Back to Harriet...She didn't seem to fear capture, torture, or death. I mean, this lady was crazy. If she were captured, her death would have been slow and painful. For some reason, that fear didn't paralyze her. She had an out too, ya know. She could have just said, "it's too dangerous to go back into enemy territory with my health issues." She didn't. She had a choice to go the easy route or the hard route. Time after time, she chose the hard route. She chose not to get overwhelmed by the thousands of people enslaved, but to go after a few...a little at a time. She had conviction, passion, and the Lord on her side. She was unstoppable. What if more of us had her attitude and conviction? What would God do with it?
"Every great dream begins with a dreamer. Always remember, you have within you the strength, the patience, and the passion to reach for the stars to change the world."- Harriet Tubman
PS as a side note...I did a presentation on the Underground Railroad in college, and actually sang "Go Down Moses" to the class. Perhaps I have more guts than I give myself credit for. HA.
Harriet Tubman was born a slave, escaped, served as a nurse, spy, and scout in the Civil War. She was the first woman to lead an armed assault in the Civil War and the first woman to receive a Nobel Peace Prize. She is best known for her work as a conductor on the Underground Railroad, where she helped free over 300 slaves. She wasn't extremely educated. She wasn't even healthy. She suffered from seizures, headaches, and narcoleptic episodes. Nonetheless, she returned not once, but 19 times to free her family and others.
My dad once said to me, "Lauren, the thing that scares me the most about you is; If there is an easy way to do something, and a hard way, you always choose the hard way." In a way, that is one of the best compliments I have ever gotten. I mean, Harriet Tubman always chose the hard way. Perhaps its a sign of greatness. WINK Ok, or in my case, just a lack of being efficient. :( Back to Harriet...She didn't seem to fear capture, torture, or death. I mean, this lady was crazy. If she were captured, her death would have been slow and painful. For some reason, that fear didn't paralyze her. She had an out too, ya know. She could have just said, "it's too dangerous to go back into enemy territory with my health issues." She didn't. She had a choice to go the easy route or the hard route. Time after time, she chose the hard route. She chose not to get overwhelmed by the thousands of people enslaved, but to go after a few...a little at a time. She had conviction, passion, and the Lord on her side. She was unstoppable. What if more of us had her attitude and conviction? What would God do with it?
"Every great dream begins with a dreamer. Always remember, you have within you the strength, the patience, and the passion to reach for the stars to change the world."- Harriet Tubman
PS as a side note...I did a presentation on the Underground Railroad in college, and actually sang "Go Down Moses" to the class. Perhaps I have more guts than I give myself credit for. HA.
Friday, March 1, 2013
Snow Days and Sick Days...
| Does it sink or float? My boys love this....why? I'm not sure. But I pull this out every so often. |
| Watching the snow fall. |
| Here we used pipe cleaners and beads to make bracelets and learn about patterns. This didn't keep Mattox's attention very long. |
| And why not a haircut while we are at it.... |
| Bubble mountains are always easy and fun. All you need is a bowl, water, liquid soap, and straws. |
| Remind them not to suck in....bubbles don't taste too well. I just let Sam play in the water with kitchen utensils. |
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